My dear husband, I am so thankful the Lord put us together. You are everything I am not. God made you to be an adventurous risk taker while I tend to want to be as sure as I can of the outcome before making a decision. You are driven, while at times I struggle to be motivated. You are about as diplomatic as one can be, and I tend to just say what is on my mind. You silently work through issues or challenges, while I have to talk them out. You are someone who is always changing and growing. You are never fixed because you constantly want to improve, which makes you intriguing and invigorating. But that also can make it a bit scary for this gal who prefers consistency.
At times, these differences can cause friction. At times, I just want you to slow down and see things from my point of view. Enjoy the beauty of the sea shore instead of wanting to be out in the middle of the deep, dark ocean where you can't see the shoreline.
But Scott, I can honestly say, I am so thankful you aren't like me. If you were, our life would be so different. And while some of those risks that you have taken brought difficulty and even pain, God gave us the strength and grace to learn from those trials, and He used them to make us both stronger in the end. They brought us closer together. We certainly wouldn't be where we are today if you had listened to me and found another corporate job instead of following your heart and opening your own business. Again, a lesson for me to trust you, even though it can be a bit scary, leaping without seeing where you will land.
I am thankful that even when we are out in that deep sea, and I feel afraid because I can't see the shoreline, I can be safe in your arms. Knowing we are out there together is all I need. I am seeking to trust you as you trust the Lord to lead and guide us.
I love you, Scott. Keep your amazing adventuresome spirit. Know I am by your side. I may fearfully hide my eyes from time to time, but I know you are looking to the future for both of us.
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